It was the moment I realized what music can do to people, how it can make you hurt and feel so good all at once.
There used to be days that I thought I was okay, or at least that I was going to be. We’d be hanging out somewhere and everything would just fit right and I would think ‘it will be okay if it can just be like this forever’ but of course nothing can ever stay just how it is forever.
He wipes tears off my face and then snot. He uses his hands. He loves me that much.