I just need to know that someone out there listens and understands and doesn’t try to sleep with someone even if they could have. I need to know these people exist.
And I thought that all those little kids are going to grow up someday. And all of those little kids are going to do the things that we do. And they will all kiss someone someday. But for now, sledding is enough. I think it would be great if sledding were always enough, but it isn’t.
I hate you.”
I love you.”
You’re a freak, you know that? Everyone says so. They always have.”
I’m trying not to be.
I feel like a big faker because I’ve been putting my life back together, and nobody knows.
It’s much easier to not know things sometimes. Things change and friends leave. And life doesn’t stop for anybody.
Things change. And friends leave. Life doesn’t stop for anybody.
I don’t want to be somebody’s crush. If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am.
It’s strange how things can change back as suddenly as they changed originally. When one thing happens and suddenly, things are back to normal.
And I thought that all those little kids are going to grow up someday. And all of those little kids are going to do the things that we do. And they will all kiss someone someday. But for now, sledding is enough. I think it would be great if sledding were always enough, but it isn’t.
I just hope I remember to tell my kids that they are as happy as I look in my old photographs. And I hope that they believe me.